Thursday, November 19, 2009

ABANDON

Decide to abandon this blog and change to livejournal. HAHA!

pls go to ezri-xueting.livejournal.com!

Will be closing this blog soon. (:

I Just Spoke {12:24 AM}

Monday, August 24, 2009

Waiting


The Marshmellow Test!

The art of waiting.

Waiting is not a passive word. It's a pro-active word. It takes more energy to wait then to act for us in a 'fast food' society.
Waiting requires trust as we only wait for something in hope. Noone would ever wait for something that will not come to pass.
Waiting also requires us to know which is the best to act upon. We do not want to settle for anything lesser than what He has in stored.

1 Thessalonians 1:10
and to wait for his Son from heaven, whom he raised from the dead—Jesus, who rescues us from the coming wrath.

Wait for his Son from heaven!
I'm not settling for less, not in my walk with God! He deserves the Best and He wants me to have the Best... To walk Right with Him and wait for the best(eternal life)!

REJOICE! I'm learning ALOT from people around me these few days. (:
I'm very Blessed indeed. GC was good, network lunch was good, combined service was good, life of Christ was good, think tank was good!
God spoke to me ALOT and giving me a clearer vision and gifting. I need to steward it well... I need Faith and Courage!

And God has been impressing upon this word: GLORY.
I still need to pray through abt this!

I Just Spoke {1:46 AM}

Sunday, August 16, 2009



THIS IS SO CUTE! (:

I Just Spoke {10:42 PM}

Sunday, August 02, 2009

A choice of instructors

Life has given us two very effective teachers. We have to choose one or the other, and if we choose neither, the second will be chosen for us.

The teachers are Wisdom and consequences.

We can learn great deal from either teacher.
Wisdom will amaze and delight us, consequences will leave us breathless and not in a good way.
Consequences is the tougher teacher of the two.

Consequences' enrollment cost and ongoing tuition are sky high. She will teach us well but by the time we learn her lessons, her instruction may cost us years. It may cost our family, our ministry, perhaps even our life. Consequences has a huge back-end cost.

Wisdom has a front end price. It requires discipline, obedience, consistency and above all else, time. The it gladly pours on you its promised tremendous riches.

The biggest difference between consequences and wisdom? Wisdom teaches you the lesson before you make the mistake. On the other hand, consequences demand that tou make the mistake first. Only then will it teach you the lesson.

Conclusion? Why not gain wisdom from the experiences of others! Learn their mistakes and gain wisdom!

I starting to love reading! (:

I went hospital again for the 3rd time! They put a camera tube into my nose to my throat!
It's really uncomfortable! But i manage to survive through it and the doctor manage to explain the reason of my chronic cough. She say my voice box is swollen, and it can be because the acid in my stomach is hurting my throat that's why i'm coughing! So she suggests that i cant take supper, no chocolates, no nuts, no chilli, no sourish stuffs and no citrus stuffs. :( And she ask me to take smaller portion but more meals. And take medicine morning and night. I need to be extra caution of what i eat! I'm fearful of future illness that it might cause me to have. So i shall gain wisdom and take care of my health from now on~ I dun want consequences to teach me. But of course, pls dun deprive me of good food!

God has been tugging in my heart to be desperate! (:
To be desperate for HIM.
To be desperate for Growth.
To be desperate to Love. (ps: not FOR)
To be desperate for blessings.
To be desperate to learn.

And lastly, I want to shout to myself: say NO to status quo!

I'm really praying for myself and people to grow in our blind spots. To be self aware of what we need to learn and grow~ I'm learning humility and discipline! Holy Spirit lead me! (:

I Just Spoke {7:33 PM}

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I had a run this morning with the flesh hunter. Jen put pigeon!!

It is good to wake up early in the morning! Yesterday i was too excited to see the solar eclipse. ended up waking up at 530am! And i couldnt fall back to sleep so i waited until 8am to watch china and india experience the rare sight of the sun! It was beautiful and i really cant help but to adore God!!

As i really decide to seek God with all my heart, God filled me to the brim and abundantly! God is just a prayer away.

In school, my friend ditch me and she will be doing project with 2 smart guys. I was disappointed not because she ditched but she never even mention it! So knowing it from one of the smart guy who accidentally showed me her msg to him, i decided i shall find my own project mates! And THANK GOD, as i pray to God, i found one smart guy and a girl who has already the project she did last sem! We are already starting our project. (: Thank God for this hidden blessing. I hope we will team up well!

I have alot of worries and anxieties in my heart at this moment.
Philippians 4:6
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
I needed this verse and to trust in God!
I need to let go and let God.

I Just Spoke {1:33 PM}

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Changi Hospital

Have been coughing for one month already, and all the medicine are of no use!
So polyclinic refer me to changi hospital for check up! (:
Did XRAY!






My lungs are fine! THANK GOD!
Doctor gave me inhaler and cough syrup. I have to go back for another round of check up after 2 weeks. So, i have been sleeeping ALOT these few days due to the drowsy medicine.

I was viewing videos on youtube and i chanced upon a video. It's a true story about a devoted muslim(a violent man), he was chosen by the muslim priest to research about the bible and to prove the bible wrong. As he reads the bible and the Quran, he found out that 2 books say about 2 different Gods. He said to himself, if one is real the other must be wrong. He was so confused and was desperate to find out the truth. One night, He was in a deep sleep and He had a vision. Jesus appeared to him and told him that he is the one he is looking for. After he woke up, he prayed and receive God's love and repented of his sin. Quickly went to everyone to seek for forgiveness as he was known to be violent and a theif. His life was tranformed! (:

Indeed when we seek Him, We will find Him!!!
I have the truth and the truth will set me free!

I Just Spoke {1:46 AM}

Thursday, June 18, 2009

i'm slowing down not to cruise but to revisit my convictions.

I got distracted by problems recently.
Satan's bait for me but if not for God's grace, i wouldnt have realised it.
Thank GOD!

WOOHOO We just had our ENGIT MAtthew Event! (:
It is REALLY GOOD to see new faces~ Really had fun talking, playing and shoo-ing the hungry cat away with our new believers and new friends! (:
I just love being Girls, because we can just talk and talk even without things to entertain us! HAHA!
Really thank God for serene sooon yu mei for organising!!
You did a great job in serving us. Your spirit of excellence. Appreciate it alot~ (:
I hit my objective personally. (:

ENGIT! We shall see MORE coming this coming sat~

I Just Spoke {1:02 AM}